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Twenty seven

The soft morning light spilled into the room, filtering through the half-open curtains, painting golden streaks across the floor. The faint sound of birds outside was almost mocking in its cheerfulness because inside, the air was thick with silence.

Yuvaan stood frozen by the balcony door, his eyes still locked on the photograph in Jaanvi's delicate hands. That one picture.her, Aarav, and Akriti had stirred a storm inside him that he wasn't ready to face. His pulse was still uneven, his thoughts tangled in a thousand knots, when

Knock knock.

The sound jolted him from the whirlpool of memories.

"Yuvaan bhai..." Nitya's soft but urgent voice carried from the other side of the door. "Breakfast is ready... and... dadi, ma, and mami are back."

Her words hung in the air like the first rumble of distant thunder.

For a moment, Yuvaan didn't answer. He was still halfway in the past, still seeing that seaside café in his mind, still hearing Akriti's voice. But then, with a slow blink, he dragged himself back to the present.

"Coming," he replied, his tone low, almost distant.

He exhaled sharply, running a hand down his face as if trying to wipe away the chaos in his mind. Then his gaze drifted to the balcony again more specifically, to the woman sitting there.

Jaanvi was curled slightly forward, her elbows resting on her knees, her hands cradling that photograph as if it were made of the most fragile glass. Her eyes were fixed on it, unblinking, and her lips moved ever so slightly as if she were silently speaking to the faces in it.

The morning breeze toyed with strands of her hair, but she didn't seem to notice.

Yuvaan's chest tightened. She looked so small, so breakable in that moment.

He stepped forward, his voice gentler than it had been in years.

"Jaanvi... come," he said softly, careful, as though speaking too loudly might shatter her entirely. "You need to eat something."

She didn't lift her gaze. Didn't even seem to hear him.

"I'm not hungry, Yuvaan," she whispered finally, her voice so faint it was almost lost to the wind. Her fingers tightened around the photo, pulling it slightly closer to her chest.

His brows drew together. That quiet, stubborn refusal...it wasn't defiance it was pain. Pain so deep it had stolen even the will to do something as simple as eat.

"Jaanvi..." he tried again, stepping closer until he was beside her. "It's been two days since you've had more than a few bites. Your body needs strength. Aarav... wouldn't want you like this."

The name seemed to hit her like a sharp blade. Her eyes squeezed shut, and a single tear slipped free, tracing a slow path down her cheek. She didn't wipe it away.

"I can't," she murmured, her voice breaking. "If I... if I eat, if I laugh, if I breathe too easily... it'll feel like I'm moving on. Like I'm leaving him behind. I... I can't, Yuvaan."

His heart clenched. He knew that feeling the guilt of surviving, the cruel illusion that grief is the only way to stay connected to the one you've lost.

But he also knew she was breaking herself.

He knelt down in front of her, gently prying her fingers from the photo not to take it away, but just enough so he could hold her hands in his.

"You're not leaving him behind," he said, his voice low but steady. "You're carrying him with you. Every breath, every heartbeat you carry him. But you need to keep breathing, Jaanvi... or you'll lose yourself, too. And I... I can't watch that happen."

She looked at him then, her eyes glassy and red-rimmed, and for a moment, there was something unspoken in her gaze something that made his own chest ache.

Still, she shook her head weakly. "I'm not hungry."

Yuvaan's jaw tightened. He didn't want to push her too hard, but he also couldn't let her sink deeper into this.

"Fine," he murmured, more to himself than to her. And before she could react, he slid an arm under her knees and another behind her back, lifting her effortlessly into his arms.

Her breath hitched in surprise, her fingers instinctively clutching at his shirt. "Yuvaan what are you....."

"You said you're not hungry," he cut in, his tone quiet but unyielding. "That's fine. But you're still coming downstairs with me. You'll sit with the family. You'll be there. That's not optional."

She blinked up at him, still caught off guard. "I....."

"No," he said firmly, though there was no anger in his voice only something fierce and protective. "You've carried everyone else's weight long enough, Jaanvi. Let me carry you for once."

He stepped back into the room, holding her close as he walked toward the door. She felt so light in his arms too light. He could feel every subtle tremor in her body, every shiver that wasn't from the breeze.

Her head rested against his chest now, and though she didn't say it, he felt the way her breathing slowed, the way she relaxed just slightly in his hold.

Downstairs, faint murmurs and the clink of breakfast cutlery filtered up from the dining hall. And beneath it voices. The voices of the three women who had just returned from their long pilgrimage. Voices that, in the past, had made Jaanvi wake before dawn to scrub floors and polish silver.

Yuvaan's arms tightened slightly around her. Not this time.

As they reached the staircase, she murmured again, almost pleading, "Please, Yuvaan... I don't want to face them today."

He didn't slow his steps. "Then don't," he said simply. "Face me instead. Keep your eyes on me. I'll handle the rest."

Her throat worked as if she were swallowing back words, and he didn't press her.

Step by step, he carried her down the grand staircase, his eyes fixed ahead. He could already feel the weight of stares confusion from some, disapproval from others but he didn't care.

When they reached the bottom, the low murmur of conversation in the living room faltered for a brief moment. Yuvaan didn't acknowledge it. His only focus was on getting her to the table, sitting her down, and making sure she ate at least a little.

Because today... she needed to see, not just hear, that she wasn't alone anymore.

Dining Hall

The moment Yuvaan stepped off the last stair with Jaanvi still in his arms, the air in the Raghuvanshi mansion seemed to shift.

Lavanya, Tara, and Nitya already in the living room looked up immediately. Their gazes softened at the sight, but they didn't speak. They knew.

But across from them, seated in the plush armchairs like queens on thrones, were Manisha, Malika, and Anika. Fresh from their long tirth yatra, still draped in crisp sarees smelling faintly of temple incense, they turned their attention to the scene unfolding before them.

And just as quickly, their faces changed.

Manisha's lips thinned. Malika's brows shot up. Anika's eyes gleamed not with sympathy, but with that cruel, familiar judgment.

"Oh," Manisha said, her voice laced with that sickly-sweet mockery she reserved for moments like these. "So this is why you two couldn't come down earlier? Busy... in your own little world?"

Her tone made the 'own little world' sound like the dirtiest of sins.

Malika gave a low chuckle, shaking her head slowly. "Shameless," she murmured, not even trying to hide it. "Carrying her like some... heroine in a film. Have you no sense of decorum, Yuvaan?"

Anika leaned forward, her eyes scanning Jaanvi from head to toe as if she were inspecting a servant caught slacking. "And to think... after we've just returned from prayers and blessings. Some people don't even have the respect to greet their elders, hm?"

Her gaze flicked deliberately to the way Jaanvi was curled against Yuvaan's chest, her cheek pressed near his heart.

Yuvaan didn't answer immediately. He adjusted his hold on Jaanvi slightly, his jaw tight, his eyes on the dining table as if none of their words mattered enough to acknowledge.

But Jaanvi... she felt her stomach sink. She knew this tone. She'd been on the receiving end of it too many times. The words were knives dipped in honey.designed to cut, but never loud enough to be called cruelty outright.

Her fingers curled into the fabric of Yuvaan's shirt, just slightly. She wasn't sure if it was to steady herself... or to keep from shaking.

Malika wasn't done. She leaned back in her chair, crossing her arms. "I wonder," she said lazily, "if the daughter-in-law of this house even remembers what her duties are. Or does she think looking pitiful in her husband's arms will earn her some kind of... exemption?"

The last word dripped like venom.

Something in Yuvaan snapped.

He turned his head sharply toward them, his eyes dark, his voice low but carrying enough force to make even the butler at the far end of the hall freeze mid-step.

"Not one more word."

The room stilled.

"You will not," he continued, his tone sharper now, "speak to her like that. Not today. Not ever again."

Manisha straightened slightly, as if shocked at being challenged. "Yuvaan.

"

"I don't care if you're my grandmother," he cut in, the edge in his voice slicing clean through her authority. "Or my mother." His eyes flicked briefly to Malika, whose lips pressed into a thin line. "You will not stand here and insult my wife while she is still mourning her brother. A brother who died just two days ago."

At that, all three women froze. The surprise was genuine they hadn't known. But it didn't erase the sting of his tone, nor the fact that he'd just publicly drawn a line in the sand.

Yuvaan adjusted his grip on Jaanvi again, softer this time, as if the earlier anger had dissolved into something protective.

"She doesn't owe you an explanation for not coming down earlier," he said, his voice quieter but no less firm. "She doesn't owe you anything. But I." his gaze swept over all three women, "I owe her my protection. And she's going to have it, whether you approve or not."

The silence that followed was thick. Manisha's fingers twitched against the armrest, as if she wanted to fire back but couldn't find words that wouldn't make her look worse. Malika's nostrils flared her pride stung by her own son's defiance but she said nothing. Anika shifted uncomfortably, her smirk gone.

Jaanvi, still in his arms, blinked up at him. Her throat felt tight not just from the humiliation of a moment ago, but from something warmer, unfamiliar. He hadn't just defended her. He'd claimed her in front of the very people who had spent years trying to make her feel like an outsider in this house.

She didn't speak, but her fingers loosened in his shirt not in retreat, but in a quiet surrender to the safety she suddenly felt.

Yuvaan didn't wait for anyone to recover. He carried her past them, straight to the dining table, and gently set her down on one of the chairs his hand lingering at her shoulder for a moment longer than necessary.

Then, without looking back, he sat beside her.

If any of them dared to comment again... they would see just how little of the old, silent Yuvaan remained.

The study was cloaked in shadows, the dim glow from the antique desk lamp slicing through the darkness in sharp lines across the floor. The faint scent of old leather and ink lingered, mixing with the subtle musk of Yuvaan's cologne a scent that seemed to radiate authority, danger, and silent restraint all at once.

He sat behind the desk, hands clenched into fists on the polished wood. His phone lay face-up, screen still warm from the call he had just ended. His jaw was tight, his eyes darkened not just from anger but from a deeper storm swirling within a tempest of guilt, betrayal, and unquenched fury.

He held his phone to his ear, his voice low but razor-sharp.

"Listen to me carefully," he said, each word deliberate. "I'm sending you a picture. I don't care how you do it dig through every possible record, every street, every crowd. I want everything about her. Where she lives, who she talks to, what she breathes. And when you find her..."

His voice dropped even lower, almost a growl. "...drag her to me."

The coldness in his tone could have frozen fire. Then he cut the call without another word.

His chest heaved, pulse hammering against the constriction in his throat, the shadows dancing across his face like sinister witnesses to his own spiraling thoughts.

Yuvaan didn't notice the figures lingering just outside the half-open door Rajveer, leaning casually against the frame with arms crossed, and Avyansh, silent but alert, who had overheard everything. The room seemed to contract as all three men locked eyes, tension practically vibrating in the air.

"What was that about?" Rajveer's voice was deceptively calm, smooth, but it carried the weight of command one that could make the strongest lie crumble.

Yuvaan stiffened but didn't look up. His fingers tapped against the desk, a slow, deliberate rhythm, like a man pacing in chains of his own conscience. Then, finally, he set his jaw and lifted his gaze, dark eyes meeting Rajveer's.

"It's about her," he said. The words were soft, almost whispered, but they cut through the room with a predator's precision.

"Her?" Avyansh's voice was quiet but sharp, the kind that demanded answers without permission.

Yuvaan leaned back in his chair, letting the shadows swallow half his face. His next words came slowly, like molten lava, each syllable thick with the weight of confession.

"You want to know why I became... what you've seen these past years?" He paused, eyes narrowing as he stared at the polished floor, thinking of all the moments he had let Jaanvi down, all the cruel silences, all the times he had believed a stranger over the woman he swore to protect. "Why I treated her the way I did... why I hurt her when I should have protected her? Because I was tricked. Betrayed. And I... I believed it. I let it destroy my own heart first, and then hers."

The room fell into a heavier silence, one so thick it pressed against the ribs like a vice. Yuvaan's fingers drummed against the desk, tapping out a rhythm of guilt he couldn't release.

"It started after our engagement," he said finally, voice low, haunted. "I was happy for the first time in... in years. And then " He swallowed hard, jaw trembling for a fraction of a second.

"...then I received a message. Unknown number. Three pictures. One... her, walking into a hotel room with a man I didn't know. Another, walking out the next morning. Bag in hand, dress changed. And one... one of that same bag, stuffed with money."

His eyes, dark and unblinking, met Rajveer's for the first time, raw, dangerous, vulnerable all at once. "There was a message, too," he continued, voice rougher now, almost breaking. "'She is not what you think. Meet me at the seaside café. I have more proof.'"

Avyansh's eyes narrowed, his lips pressing into a thin line. He didn't speak. He waited. He always waited.

"And I..." Yuvaan's hands clenched into fists so hard the knuckles whitened, "...I believed her. I didn't question. I didn't ask Jaanvi a single thing. I believed a stranger over the woman I promised to protect. I let her suffer. I... I let a bastard touch her Vihaan and I did nothing. I stood there like a coward because my mind had already convinced me she had betrayed me first."

He leaned forward, voice dropping to a harsh whisper that seemed to scrape the walls themselves. "Do you know what it feels like to realize that every second of pain you caused someone you love... could have been avoided? That you, the person who was supposed to shield her... was the storm itself?"

Rajveer's hand shot up before Yuvaan could continue, striking him sharply across the face. The smack echoed in the study like a gunshot.

Avyansh stiffened but didn't move. He could sense the storm building, could feel the raw, dangerous energy flowing from his brother's friend like electricity in the air.

Yuvaan didn't flinch. Didn't even blink. He stared at Rajveer, face stinging, jaw set, eyes burning with a mix of fury, guilt, and determination.

"That," Rajveer said, voice low, lethal, "was for every time she cried alone. Every moment you let her feel worthless. Every time you let a monster touch her while you stood there silent. You believed a stranger over the woman who trusted you with her life. That... makes you less than human. Less than even that liar."

" It's not like that I didn't did mistakes with Lavanya but Yuvaan seriously what you did is really unjustified "

Yuvaan's chest heaved. Words caught in his throat, choked by the weight of his own shame.

"I... I don't know how to fix it," he whispered finally, the shadows swallowing his confession.

"But I will. I swear... I will make it right. And if that girl." he gestured vaguely, fury burning behind his eyes "...if she hurt her in any way... I will make her regret it. Every second she dared to speak a word against Jaanvi, she'll regret it."

There was a chilling silence. The kind that makes a room feel smaller, heavier, full of danger that hung in the air like smoke.

Rajveer's dark eyes scanned Yuvaan. He saw the storm behind those eyes, the raw, uncontained energy. But more than that, he saw something else: the dangerous devotion, the kind that could destroy worlds to protect the woman he loved.

Avyansh didn't move, just watched, knowing fully well that Yuvaan's words were not threats they were promises.

Yuvaan's gaze flicked to the floor, lips tightening. "I... I was cruel because I was blind. I didn't see the truth. I let my anger and pride dictate my actions. But now..." He lifted his eyes, voice dropping to something lower, almost deadly. "...I will be the man she needs me to be. And anyone who tries to harm her anyone will regret crossing me. I swear it."

The shadows of the study seemed to thicken, as if even the darkness itself recognized the dangerous shift in the air. Every breath, every heartbeat, felt like a countdown, a warning.

Rajveer's hand dropped slowly, the slap now a memory, and he stepped back, leaving Yuvaan alone with his storm.

Avyansh finally spoke, voice low and tight: "She's fragile. Don't break her again."

Yuvaan's lips curved into a slight, grim smile not the smile of joy, but of someone who had stared into the abyss and decided to fight.

"I won't," he whispered. And though it was soft, it carried a promise: raw, dangerous, and unyie

lding.

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